Where to start?!!!!  It was a blah day today for me and I ended up going to bed early…like super early at around 10p (considering I dont usually go to bed till about 3 or 4..or so…thats like hitting the sack at 5p for you regular folk)  Anyway, I had the oddest dream that I was a part of some TV show/competition…something like that.  The thing is…all the ladies were wearing costumes.  Im not talking nurse, cop or bunny costumes..Im talking full body costumes Disney-esque style character costumes!

So here we all are in our costumes and the host comes out… Hes a pretty good looking guy in a tux, and hes introducing all of us…bada bing, turns out Im the winner.  So I get to walk with the host up to some platform, and the whole time he’s telling me how fucking hot I look in the costume and all the nasty things he wanted to do to me.

Now im into a lot of things, Ill admit that…but even this was a bit over the top for me!  Dont anyone get any ideas either…Im actually absolutely terrified of people in costumes.  It totally creeps me out.  I dont trust people I cant see…especially if they are covered in synthetic purple fur.  *ARGH!*

Soo yeah..Ive discovered Starbucks Double Shot coffee with Gurana, Ginsing and Vitamin B.  Im a hardcore coffee drinker, but it doesnt really do anything to me as far as keeping me awake.  I can have a couple expressos then drift into sweet slumber, no problem.  This only poses a problem for me when I need to stay awake…Im immune to caffine!  Well, this double shot is fucking fantastic!!!  Half a can of that (the big ones, you know I like it big right?) and Im up and at em and full of energy.  I was living off of it all of last week and I got a lot done.  Yeah, I know I havnt been around and not on cam…but it was like I got a delivery from the Madness R Us company and it kicked my ass all week. Fun Fun!!!

Speaking of which…I dont take kindly to ultimatums.  If Im here..Im here. If Im not..Im not.  It should be pretty apparent if Im not online, not in YIM, not doing cam, not writing in my blog and havnt updated my schedule that its not personal..Im not ignoring or avoiding *you*  Im busy!  I especially dont take kindly to ultimatums left for me on a Saturday night when you know theres a 100% chance Im out in Miami nitelife and not sitting at home (cmon now…do I look like the kind of girl who sits at home on the weekends with nothing to do?!)  And the only thing that makes all that worse is when the ultimatum comes from someone who has never tributed, never booked a cam show, never done anything that would even make me go..”Damness! If only I had stayed home instead!!!”

I cannot stress this enough, it seems Im doomed to repeat this every few months even though I hate repeating myself… I am not here at your convenience and Im not at your beck and call.  I have a life and I love to live it.  I do this for pleasure…we’re not married so dont turn wife on me and nag and bitch and moan me or try to use some ridiculous guilt trip so that Ill sit and talk to you instead of going out, fucking, sleeping, eating, getting on cam or any combination of the above. Thats a fast track to my bad side, and once you make it to my bad side, I will ignore your ass forevah!

Whew! Okay, guess thats covered till someone else comes along who wants to talk me to death and then complains when I have better things to do…like make money or get out the house rather than sit and talk to them. Hah!